| 64. A Blight | 
            
              | {121} WHAT time my heart unfolded its fresh leaves
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              | In springtime gay, and scatter'd flowers around, | 
            
              | A whisper warn'd of earth's unhealthy ground, | 
            
              | And all that there love's light and pureness grieves;
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              | Sun's ray and canker-worm, | 
            
              | And sudden-whelming storm;— | 
            
              | But, ah! my self-will smiled, nor reck'd the gracious sound.
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              | So now defilement dims life's memory-springs;
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              | I cannot hear an early-cherish'd strain, | 
            
              | But first a joy, and then it brings a pain— | 
            
              | Fear, and self-hate, and vain remorseful stings: | 
            
              | Tears lull my grief to rest, | 
            
              | Not without hope, this breast | 
            
              | May one day lose its load, and youth yet bloom again.
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              | Lazaret, Malta.
 January 19, 1833.
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